Ether Seed of Earth: Gestation

10.10.10
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“The current stress is actually a foreshadowing of successful futures. You need more space, this is the season to get elbow room. The womb has become crowded as full term approaches.” Dr. John Munford, “Magical Tattwas”.

This day started out cosy and sweet, and it continued. There has been a current of stress and excitement at the same time, with wonderful pauses of gestating and waiting.

I spent most of my afternoon in the playhouse with the last of the sorting and cleaning. There was an air of fun in it, because I love toys and the sorting and cleaning required much playing with them.

I am now 63 and I wonder sometimes if I am not six going on three inside. I am learning not to judge it, but sit inside the beautiful mystery of it.

Life is shifting so fast that it is sometimes hard to see what is gestating, birthing, transforming, flattening, and building. The more we sit in the mystery of life, without judging it as good or bad, the more the pressure lifts and we feel the levitation of the position we are, inside the alchemical process.

When I do this I can feel the whole vibration of my auric field and the golden narrow rays within it moving outward. There is also a feeling of a forming constancy that knows who and what it is, beyond the illusion.

This seems to even have a holographic awareness that shifts and regenerates its images, especially as I sit into the mystery deeper and with a keener awareness. It is as if it is waiting for a small chink in the armor of existial life that is called reality, but is not. As this chink gets larger I feel something very magical can happen.