AIR SEED OF AIR

AFTER NOT AN EASY NIGHT OF FIRE I SEEM TO OCCUPY A MUCH SLOWER PACE. 

I NOW CLOSE IN ON A DELIBERATE BREATH OF BETWEEN.  

ALL THE PATTERNS OF MY LIFE STAND STILL HERE. 

BREATH IS CONSIDERED A NEW PATTERN HERE. THIS BREATH IS VULNERABLE ,CAUSAL,  SEARCHING AND INTENDED. 

FIRE TAKES BREATH OUT OF ITS ORDINARY PACE AND FORCES TIME TO EMBODY IT MORE CLEARLY.

AIr SEED OF AIR IS WHERE THE BREATH OF A NEW BEGINNING BEGINS TO BECOME INSPIRATION.

EARTH SEED OF WATER

HELP COMES IN THE MOST USUAL OF TIMES, WHEN WE HAVE STOPPED ASKING, AND ARE READY TO BECOME LIKE THE WATER OF FREEDOM. 

WHEN FREEDOM IS WATER, WE HAVE LEFT THE SHORE, AND STOPPED WAITING. 

WE FEEL THE EARTH UNDER OUR LONGING, AND IT IS THIS LONGING THAT PUSHES US FROM THE SHORE. 

WE ARE EARTH SEED OF WATER BECAUSE WE HAVE CLAIMED OUR LONGING ENOUGH TO HAVE OUR SEAT ON THE BOAT OF OUR FREEDOM. 

THIS IS AWESOME. THIS IS FOUNDATIONAL.  RAVEN SU.SANE

WATER SEED OF ETHER

THIS DAY BEGAN VERY DREAMY, AND SO DREAMY THAT I COULD HARDLY BEGIN WHAT I THOUGHT THIS DAY WAS ABOUT.

 I GOT UP AND DID A FEW THINGS, AND ROBERT AND I HAD TO LAY BACK DOWN AGAIN, AND WE WENT INTO A VERY DEEP SLEEP. 

AS I AWOKE I WENT INTO A MEDITATION AND REALIZED MY LIFE RHYTHMS HAD COMPLETELY CHANGED. I LAYED THERE INSIDE THIS REALIZATION TO SEE AND FEEL WHAT THIS MEANT.

A TRANSFORMING FACTOR IN MY REALM AWARENESS HAD BEGUN TO FOLD INTO ME AND WAS CREATING GREAT RELIEF. WATER OF MUSING AND DREAMING WERE CHANGING WHAT I USUALLY HAD TO WORK AT, OR I FELT I HAD TO. 

AFTER THE DREAMING, ROBERT AND I MOVED INTO THE CREATIVE PART OF OUR DAY WITH SUCH EASE AND FLOW. 

I FEEL WE COMPLETED ONE OF OUR MOST ICONIC PIECES OF THIS "FISH FILE SHOW" FOR DECEMBER. 

THERE WAS A COMPLETE FULLFILLMENT IN THIS CREATIVE EXPRESSION TODAY. 

ETHER THE RAVEN TOOK FLIGHT. 

 RAVEN SU.SANE

AIR SEED OF FIRE

WHAT A CURVE THIS IS . 

I AM FEELING THE ELEMENTS AS THEY COME INTO PLACE INSTEAD OF USING MY ALCHEMY BOOK .

THE AIR OF OF THIS DAY HAS HAD HEAT BUT NOT TOO MUCH , EASIER TO PAINT AND WORK CREATIVELY, BUT ONE HAS TO BE CAUTIOUS AND CARRY THE HEAT MINDFULLY. 

STAY FOCUSED, GROUNDED, EAT OFTEN, AND STILL YOU ARE CLOSER TO THE EDGE THAN YOU REALIZE. 

MUCH FULLFILLS ITSELF IN THIS TIME, AND YOU HAVE CREATED THIS BALANCE THROUGH YOUR DIVINE WILL. 

RAVEN SU.SANE

ETHER SEED OF WATER

THE FLUIDIAL ETHER OF TRANSFORMATION IS A QUIET REPOSE OF COMPLETE SURRENDER, AND WHEN NOT ABIDED BY CAN BECOME A HURRICANE OF SOUNDS.

THIS DAY HAS BEEN ABIDING, AND THE SURRENDER HAS RENDERED A HIDDEN BETWEEN, THAT IS AS DEEP AS A  FATHOM. 

IT IS A FATHOM THAT OPENS IN THE CENTER OF YOUR NOW, AND IF YOU ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO BE THERE IT WILL SUCK YOU IN, AND DEVOUR YOU LIKE THE SWEETEST MOST ECSTATIC CHOCOLATE. 

THE ECSTATIC IS OFTEN HARD TO HOLD, BUT IT IS NOW EASIER THAN EVER BEFORE.

WE ARE HERE FOR THE ECSTATIC AND THAT HAS BEEN THE HARDEST THING FOR MANY 

TO REALIZE.

  

RAVEN SU.SANE.

WATER SEED OF AIR

TODAY, OPENING SLOWLY AND SWEETLY THROUGH WATER, I CALL INTO MYSELF THE ELEMENTS OF ALCHEMY.

 I FINISH WRITING FISH FILE 11, AND LINGER IN THE SALTS OF ITS ABSTRACT FLUIDITY. 

WATER IS MY STATE OF MIND.  I FEEL LIKE FISH RISING UP FOR INSPIRATION . 

BREATH CATCHES ME. I HOLD BETWEEN THOUGHT AND VISION. 

WE ARE NOT BECOMING MORE SOLID BUT MORE FLUIDIAL, SO WATER CAN FLOW THROUGH US.  

WATER RUNS THROUGH US AND WE ARE INSPIRED BY OUR BREATH.  

RAVEN SU.SANE 

FIRE SEED OF ETHER

ETHER, BEING THE MORE FLOATING PART OF MYSELF, MOVES INTO THE FORFRONT OF THIS DAY. 

TALKING TO THE SURFACE OF MY MIND, I BEGIN TO ENTER IN A MORE ETHERIAL, AND GENTLER WAY, THAT ALLOWS ME MORE EASE. 

I AM ,I AM AND I AM. HOW DO I MISS THIS, AND BECAUSE I MISSED THIS, I BEGIN TO TRY TO ORGANIZE AN ETHERIAL DAY, IN FACT A VERY ETHERIAL LIFE. 

I CHOSE THIS LIFE BECAUSE I WANTED TO KNOW WELL THE BETWEEN. THIS KIND OF NEED TAKES MORE TIME, AND REQUIRES A WILLINGNESS TO BE OUTSIDE OF THE CURVE OF A TURN, SO THE SLIPTHROUGH CAN BE ACCESSED. 

SO OUT IS GETTING THINGS DONE, SO I FEEL GROUNDED IN USEFULLNESS, AND IN IS BEING GROUNDED IN MY MUSE, WHICH FULFILLS MY DIVINE PURPOSE. 

FIRE ACTIVATES MY ETHER AND ALL MY NEEDS ARE MET IN THIS ALLOWING. 

WINDOW OF COMFORT.

RAVEN SU.SANE

EARTH SEED OF EARTH

THE PLEASURE OF THE ELEMENTS IN OUR LIVES IS FELT EACH DAY AS WE ENDEAVOR TO BECOME MORE WITNESSED TO OUR OWN ALCHEMY. TODAY I FELT AS IF MY VERY FOUNDATIONAL SELF WAS BEING REVIEWED. 

I COULD ONLY LAY INSIDE IT AND FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ANY IGNORANCES AND ALLOW UNDERSTANDING TO COME INTO PLACE. THIS WAS A PRIVATE DAY, AN INTIMATE DAY , AND A FORGIVING DAY. 

I ACCEPT THE LAND THAT IS UNDER MY FEET AND BEGIN TO FEEL IT'S STABILITY. I STAND WITHIN MY OWN CODE AND FAST FROM DOUBT.

EARTH SEED OF FIRE

THE CREATION OF SPACE IN ONES LIFE IS DIFFICULT WITHOUT A LITTLE FIRE. EVEN THOUGH THERE IS A LONGING FOR EARTH ,THE FIRE PUSHES FORWARD THE GROUNDED POSITION NEEDED FOR ADEQUATE SPACE. 

TODAY I HAVE FELT THIS PUSH AND THE ACCEPTANCE OF PAST NEEDED TO OPEN MY MIND TO LAND THAT IS MINE. 

IN THE BOOK "THE MORIGAN "  I GAVE UP LAND TO OWN THE PROPERTY OF MY SOUL, MY VOICE AND CREATIVITY, NOW THERE IS A LONGING FOR LAND I OWN  THAT HAS ROOM FOR ME , MY BELOVED, MY COMMUNITY, MY CREATIVITY, AND ALL THAT SUPPORTS THAT.  

LAND THAT HOLDS ME, LAND THAT FOLDS ME, LAND THAT GIVES THE NAME CLARITY ROOM.

RAVEN SU.SANE.   CLARITY

WATER SEED OF FIRE

FIRING MY LIFE FORWARD, I BEGIN TO COMPLETE THE FIBERS OF WATER THAT I NEED TO CONVEY THE FLOW I HAVE BECOME. IN THIS FLOW THERE IS SO MUCH HEAT, THAT ALMOST CURVES THE VERY SPINE OF LIFE. I OPEN MY MIND LIKE A SAFE THAT HAS HELD THIS TIME IN CLOSURE. I CONSEAL NO LONGER FROM MYSELF THE POWER OF WHAT I REALLY KNOW. ARE WE ALL MOVING THRU THE FISH FILES OF OUR WATER TO FIND WHAT HAS BEEN LOCKED AWAY TILL WE COULD OPEN SAFELY?      SAFETY FELT REAL

FIRE SEED OF FIRE

FIRE SEED OF FIRE IS WHAT IS MAKING MOVEMENT IN MY AWARENESS TODAY.  THERE IS A SPACE THAT MOVES IN ALIGNMENT WITH THIS TIMING AND IT WILL GRADUALLY MERGE TWO LEVELS INTO ONE.  THE SIGHN THAT COMES FROM THIS IS KEPT UNDER THE SURFACE FOR MANY OF US AND NOW IT SURFACES TO SUPPORT.  PURPOSE IS MADE MORE CLEAR BY THIS ALCHEMICAL SHIFT AND WHAT HAS BEEN HELD STILL BEGINS TO MOVE IN OUR LIVES. TO KNOW THE ALCHEMICAL IS TO KNOW THE STUFF INSIDE OF MATTER SO YOU CAN BEGIN TO ASSIMULATE  YOUR OWN NEEDS MORE THOROUGHLY.