EARTH SEED OF AIR. ASPIRATION

TAKING THE FOWARD INTO A DEEPER FOLD, I BEND INTO THE SACRED OF THIS TIME OF BUILDING A NEW STONGER FOUNDATION. 

I ASK MYSELF WHY IS THIS PART OF A LIFE PLAN.

I BEG FOR INSIGHT AND I REALIZE THAT I AM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY QUESTION AND I LOOSEN THE EARTH BELOW, SO AIR CAN MIX WITH IT'S SOLIDITY. 

ASPIRATION RISES AND DANIEL IS GIVEN THE AIR HE NEEDS TO START BUILDING HIS WAY BACK TO HIS BODY. 

TODAY I WILL GIVE HIM THE PATTERNS THAT WILL HELP THIS ASPIRATION.

NOW I CAN READ THIS DAY WITH UNDERSTANDING..

SU.SANE

ETHER SEED OF WATER. DARING

I SIT INSIDE THE SILENCE OF THIS MORNING AND REALIZE WHAT IS NOW NEEDED.

 DARING.

I DO NOT ALWAYS DO DARING WELL. 

I HAVE IN THE PAST, BUT IT IS A RELUCTANT PULL THIS MORNING.

 I CANNOT HOLD BACK AND I MUST LISTEN DEEPLY BEYOND ANY FEAR. 

MY SON IS MOVING FORWARD AND I MUST BE PRESENT WITH HIM AT EACH DIVE.

HE IS SO MER ( WATER ) RIGHT NOW AND HE MUST RISE FOR BREATH . 

TODAY DANIEL WE WILL RISE TOGETHER.  

DARING, IS SUCH A FRAGILE LANGUAGE.

EARTH SEED OF WATER. BOLDNESS

HERE WATER IS HELD WITHIN THE VESSEL OF EARTH AND THERE IS STRENGTH ENOUGH FOR BOLDNESS. 

I FACE TIMED LAST NIGHT WITH MY SON FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THE ACCIDENT. 

I HAVE SPOKEN IN HIS EAR BUT NOT LOOKED INTO HIS EYES. HE WAS BOLD AND I FELT IT. HIS APPEARANCE IS BOLD AND IT SHOOK ME TO MY BONES. 

HE SAW ME AND REACHED OUT FOR THE EYE PAD. 

I WILL TODAY FEED HIS BOLDNESS WITH LOVE, PATTERNS THAT HEAL, FLOWERS, AND WORDS THAT IMPRINT THE SEED OF WATER WITHIN THE VESSEL OF HIS BODY, SO HE CAN BECOME EVEN BOLDER.

WATER SEED OF FIRE. CREATIVE TENSION

IN EXPLORING THE NUMBERS WITHIN A LIFE I CREATE A CODIAL DIFFERENCE ,THAT WILL ALLOW A POTENCY THAT IS NOW NEEDED FOR HEALING. 

I AM ACCOUNTED FOR BY MY INTENT, AND I HOLD THE PATTERNS FOR THE BALANCE OF THIS CREATIVE TENSION. 

THE BALANCE OF THIS IS HELD IN THE ABILITY TO BATHE WITH FIRE AND DRY WITH WATER.

THIS IS AN ALCHEMY THAT IS ONLY SAFELY DONE WITH PATTERN . 

I DO NOT ATTEMPT TO KNOW WHAT AN ADEPT ALCHEMIST KNOWS, BUT I HAVE BECOME ONE WHO CAN HEAR DEEPLY, CLEARLY, AND COMPASSTIONATELY.

 IN THIS I CAN HEAR AND CREATE WITH ROBERT, PATTERNS THAT AN ADEPT WOULD USE.

 I KNOW HOW AND WHEN BY LISTENING, THROUGH THIS I BECOME AN ADEPT IN ALCHEMY. 

THESE ARE THE PATTERNS NEEDED TO ASSURE ONE TO BE SUCESSFUL IN BATHING WITH FIRE AND DRYING WITH WATER.

WATER SEED OF ETHER. SYNERGY

GATHERING THE SACRED OF THOUGHT CLOSE TO ME AND THREADING MY INTENTION INTO PLACE BEYOND THE FORBIDDEN OF THE "THREAD". 

THE FORBIDDEN ZONE OF PAST BEING TAKEN OUT OF IT'S PREVIOUS POWER AND THE LIGHT FLOODS THROUGH THE MATRIX HIDDEN. 

I RELAX INTO A TIME RIGHTED AND THE NOURISHMENT POURS INTO ME . 

I AM REPLACED IN A NEW WAY OF PERIOD.

 TAKING HOLD OF HELD I BEGIN TO RAPTURE THE STATE OF REPOSE MY SON SLEEPS IN. 

THE RAPTURE WILL HEAL HIM BACK HOME TO US ALL.

 HIS NEW LIFE WILL PROVIDE MUCH MORE JOY AND MAGIC FROM THE DIVINE. 

A NEW LIFE, A NEW WAY OF BEING BLESSED IN CREATIVITY. 

RAVEN SU.SANE. MOTHERWORD. ARCING ANGELS SURROUND HIM.

WATER SEED OF ETHER. SYNERGY

MAKING LOVE THE DIVINATIONAL FOLD OF THIS TIME, I LISTEN .  

I LISTEN TO MY SONS, I LISTEN TO THEIR TALK, I LISTEN TO THEIR THEIR FEARS AND PAIN FOR THEIR BROTHER, I LISTEN TO THEIR EXHAUSTION, I LISTEN TO THEIR VERY STRUCTURAL MINDS.

THESE SONS LOVE ME BUT I AM ESTRANGED FROM THEM BY MY PURPOSE, MY WOODED WAY, MY VISIONARY CONSCOUSNESS. I INVOKE THE DIVINE TO EMBODY ME IN A LIGHT I NEED TO BE A VISIONARY BRIDGE THAT SUPPORSTS MYSELF AND THEM.

I HEAR THE FRUSTRATION, I HEAR THE HUNGER TO HEAR SOMETHING MIRACULOUS, AND I DIVE DEEP INTO THIS POTENCY. 

I AM A MOTHER ESTRANGED FROM 3 SONS AND CLOSE TO THE ONE THAT LAYS UNCONSCIOUS. 

WE HAVE JUST HUNG AN ART SHOW ABOUT WATER, FISH FILE DREAM MEMORIES, AND THE 

RETURN OF THE MOTHER.

,

THE MOTHERWORD .

DANIEL MY SON, ASLEEP, FILMED THREE TIME-LAPSE  VIDEOS OF ROBERT AND I CREATING 3 PIECES FOR THIS SHOW. 

THIS IS A SYNERGY I MUST CREATE A BRIDGE FOR.

RAVEN SU.SANE

WATER SEED OF ETHER. SYNERGY

SINKING INTO THE DEEPER  I CONCERN MYSELF WITH SYNERGY NEEDED FOR ANOTHER DAY OF HEALING FOR MY SON.

UP FROM THE LEAP, I CALL THE FORWARD OF THE FUTURE ,TO BE SET INTO THE NOW, 

I WARM THE COURSE OF WILL SO HE CAN BEND INTO THE FOLD HE NEEDS.

I ACCOMPANY MY LIFE WITH A COMPANION OF ACCEPTANCE AND OPEN TO THE NEEDS OF WHAT IS MOVING CHANGE IN MY LIFE.

ALL THE DOORS THAT HAD BEEN CLOSED TO ME ARE NOW OPENING AND IT IS IN SO MANY DIRECTIONS. 

MY HEART YEILDS TO THIS AND THE ALCHEMY THAT IS FOLDING INTO ME IS MOVED INTO SYNERGY.

WATER SEED OF FIRE. CREATIVE TENSION

POURING FORTH THE VISIONARY RESONANCE I BECOME HEARD IN MY MIND.

THE EAR BEING THE EXQUISITE DEEP.

 I AM ACOMPANIED BY MY NEED TO REACH INTO THE WELL OF MINERALED POTENCY. 

I ACCEPT THE OPENING OF HEART NEEDED THAT WILL ALLOW THIS TIME TO FEED THE SOUL OF MY TRAVEL.

 I RISE EARLY AND BATHE IN FIRE AND DRY MYSELF IN WATER.

THIS THE ALCHEMY OF THIS TIME. 

I HOLD MY SON AND GIVE HIM ROSE, HAWTHORN, BASIL, MOTHERWORT, EUCALYPTUS.

 I MEASURE MY MIND TO MAKE SURE IT IS FREE. TODAY OUR REALM AWARENESS CLASS. WE WILL ALL SINK DEEP INTO "FISH FILE CODEX 17".

 THIS WILL FEED ME IN A WAY NOTHING ELSE CAN. 

RAVEN SU.SANE

FIRE SEED OF WATER. VAPORIZATION

BRING FORWARD ALL THE NEED I HAVE I SINK DOWN INTO THE COMFORT OF WATER AND ALLOW MY FIRE TO BE VAPRIZED INTO THE MOISTURE I NEED FOR A THIN FOLD.

RECORDED IS THE CALLING AND INVOKED IS THE DEEP GRATITUDE . 

SON RISES AND THE FORCE OF PRESSURE SUBSIDES SO HE CAN FEEL HIS BRILIANCE.

 I GIVE HIM THE FLOWERS OF ALCHEMY AND CALL IN THE MASTERS THAT ARE READY TO HELP HIM THIS MORNING.

I IMPRINT HIM WITH THE PATTERNS HE NEEDS TO CREATE A CORRECTION, SO HE CAN MOVE INTO AN ALCHEMICAL SHIFT NEEDED. 

I AM GRATEFUL FOR HIS EXISTIAL PRESENCE THAT GUIDES. 

MANY PRAY AND SEND THEIR HEALING POWERS.

RAVEN SU.SANE.

WATER SEED OF FIRE. CREATIVE TENSION

THE SACRED FOLLOWS ME AND I AM GRATEFUL. 

THE SECOND I FORGET THAT, I FEEL THE STRETCH AND I FEEL TORN. 

I COME BACK TO MYSELF AND THE MOMENT, AND I AM IN THE ARMS OF PURPOSE, PLAN, AND DIRECTION.

 I FEEL PLACE WITHIN ME. YESTERDAY MY SWEET SON, WHO IS A NURSE, ON HIS WAY TO WORK, WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND IS UNCONSCIOUS FOM A SEVERE HEAD INJURY. 

THE REST OF HIS BODY IS FINE. HE IS THE DEAREST AND SWEETEST OF MEN AND I HAVE NEEDED TO BE WITH HIM IN A WAY THAT ALLOWS HIM TO HEAL FROM THE INTERIOR PORTALS OF HIS DEEPEST DESIRES. 

I HAVE SURRENDERD MY MIND TO HIS, SO I CAN YIELD TO THE DIVINE ALCHEMY OF HIS HEALING. 

I AM 1100 MILES AWAY FROM HIS BODY, SO I MUST ELIMINATE DISTANCE IN MY MIND, AND KNOW THAT I CAN TOUCH HIM AND HEAL HIM FROM ANY WHERE. 

I YIELD TO THIS AND LET GO OF THE NEED FOR PERMISSION.

I AM A NAVIGATOR RAVEN AND MY FLIGHT ELIMINATES DISTANCE. 

WATER SEED OF WATER. DIPLOMACY

FORGETTING NO FAVORS I RADIATE MORE BRIGHTLY THE LOVE I RECEIVE.

THE MAKING OF WAY IS CLEAR AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR SUN. 

THE GIVING GRACE PREPARES ME WITH WORDS OF ANOTHER GENDER OF BELIEF.

 WHAT IS SAID IS GIVEN ROOM IN MY MIND AND I RELAX INTO THE HELD.

I ENGAGE IN THE DIPLOMACY OF WORDS THAT NAVIGATE ME THROUGH THIS DAY.

RAVEN SU.SANE

WATER SEED OF ETHER. SYNERGY

TODAY IS MUCH THE FEELING OF WHIRLING THROUGH PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE, ALL AT ONE TIME, ALL TOUCHING FROM TIME TO TIME AT THE CORNERS. 

THE SACRED BECOMING SOURCED MORE DEEPLY THAN EVER BEFORE, I REACH INTO THE LONGING OF MY DESIRES.

I LOOK FOR WHAT REALY IS FOR ME, AND I ASK THE MOMENT OF THE GREATEST DESIRE TO REVEAL ITSELF TO ME, SO I CAN MOVE FORWARD INTO IT. 

IT IS HARD AT TIMES TO KNOW DIRECTLY WHAT IS FORWARD IN MY NEED, BECAUSE OF SO MUCH SOUND THAT DOES NOT KNOW ITSELF. 

I CARRY WITHIN ME A NOTE I RECOGNIZE, AND IT CREATES SYNERGY AND I LISTEN.

RAVEN SU.SANE.

WATER SEED OF EARTH. ALLIANCES

COMPLETELY INITIATING AN INTENTION OF MOVEMENT I SAT DEEPLY INTO THE LANGUAGE OF 

"FISH FILE CODEX 1" THIS MORNING IN MY YOGA PRACTICE. 

I BEGIN TODAY TO REMEMBER THE SPACE I AM AND THE SPACE I NOW NEED. 

I MUST CREATE AN ALLIANCE  IN MY MIND BETWEEN MY CREATIVITY AND THE GEOMETRIC ORIGIN OF THE DIVINE (GOD). 

SACRED GEOMETRY IS THE STUDY AND EXPRESSION OF THE "GEOMETRIC ORIGIN OF THE DIVINE" (GOD).

THERE IS A CIRCUMFERIC VISION IN THIS AND NOW WHAT WAS HIDDEN IS SEEN MORE CLEARLY. 

A PARTNERSHIP IS FORMED IN THIS AND WE WILL BEGIN THE SECOND HALF OF OUR WEDDED CIRCUMFERANCE WITH THE" GEOMETRIC ORIGIN OF DIVINE" (GOD).

RAVEN SU.SANE.

AIR SEED OF FIRE. MUTUAL HARMONY

BREATH, MY BREATH WATERS ME. 

OUR FISH FILE SHOW AND PRESENTATION, ALL UNDER WATER, AND VERY FLOWING IN THE CURRENT OF A DEEP INTENTION OF THE MOTHER RISING. 

WE LOCATED OUR MOTHERWORD IN THE CENTER OF THE SHOW . 

THE ANCIENT ONES MOVED THROUGH OUR HANDS LIKE MAGIC. 

THE 12 REALM AWARENESS DOCENTS HELD THE INTENTION AND SPOKE THE WORDS OF THE FISH FILE CODICES . 

OUTSIDE IT RAINED TORRENTIALLY AND THE THOUGHT OF A NEED FOR AN ARC CROSSED MY MIND. 

ALL WORRIES WASHED THROUGH US, AND WE FELT THE FULL PRESENCE OF THE MOTHER WITHIN US.

I WAS SO AWARE OF THE MANY LIGHT BEING PRESENCES AMONG US , AND WAS SO GRATEFUL FOR THEIR SUPPORT. 

MANY FIERCE FREINDS FORGED THEIR WAY THROUGH AND THEY GIFTED US, AND WE GIFTED THEM IN OUR SHARING. 

MY DEAR FRIEND AND FELLOW REALM AWARENESS DOCENT ANDREA GOODMAN SANG, AND INVOKED THE MOTHER RISING. 

WE ALL SANG HER WITHIN US, AND THE PORTAL WAS OPENED. 

RAVEN SU.SANE

AIRSEED OF FIRE. MUTUAL HARMONY

THE CONCERT OF MY LIFE IS COMING INTO A CALM FIBER OF TURNING, AND  THE STRUTURE I LEAN UPON HAS SHIFTED IT'S IDENTITY.

THE CALMING HAS FORCED MY WILL INTO BREATH.

THE BRIDGE FOR ME AT PRESENT IS BREATH.

 TODAY I BREATHE IN MY INNER ENVIRONMENT AND ALLOW MY GRATEFULNESS TO EMPOWER ME. 

MY SANCTUARY IS MY LOVE FOR ROBERT. INTAKE IN DEEPER HIS DAILY UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND SOFTEN THE CORE OF ME.

RAVEN SU.SANE

EARTH SEED OF FIRE. POTENTIAL

GOOD NIGHT'S REST AND GRATEFUL FOR THE DEEP DREAMING. 

STARTING TO FEEL THE LIFT THE LIGHT AT THIS TIME OF YEAR GIVES.

THERE IS A COMFORT IN THE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES OF THIS TIME OF YEAR FOR ME.

I LOVE CHRISTMAS, THE WINTER SOLSTICE, AND ALL THE SEASONAL POTENTIAL THAT CAULDRONS  US INTO AN UNLIMITED OPENING OF THE HEART, WHEN WE TAKE THE TIME TO FEEL IT.

I SIT INTO THIS FEELING AND LISTEN TO THE SOUND OF GERMINATING POTENTIAL.

RAVEN SU.SANE

FIRE SEED OF FIRE. RESOLVE

ALL ANGELS OF PERSPECTIVE MOVED INTO PLACE . 

WE HAVE HUNG THE" FISH FILE CODEX" SHOW AND IT TOOK MUCH ENDURANCE . IT LOOKS BEAUTIFUL.

THERE IS MUCH THAT NOW RESOLVES AND WE ARE READY FOR THE REST NEEDED FOR THE OPENING NEXT WEEK. 

I HAD TO SIT INSIDE SUCH A DETERMINED WILL YESTERDAY THAT THE FIRE NEEDED WAS MORE THAN I HAVE HAD TO GATHER FOR A WHILE. 

 THE WILL WITHIN ME IS SO COMMITED TO THIS WORK THAT AT TIMES I AM ONLY AWARE OF IT'S RESOLVE AND THAT IS BEYOND MY EVERYDAY REASONING POWER.

RAVEN SU.SANE