Water Seed of Air: Effervescence

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The very nature of this time is a current that takes whatever enthusiasm there is and multiplies its endurance. The full nectar of relationship is its ability to completely culture a position that templates the secular volume of need.

Within this inert formula is a loyalty that forgives all impotence.  

I am seeking this within myself so I can gain once again a deep connection with myth, and allow myself the grace of a reality that is dimensionally current to my life in a body.

We begin a sabbatical tomorrow and I already feel myself sinking deeper into a space that thrills the very Soul of me. I am impassioned with the space of enthusiasm that moves through the opening this time will allow.

I have prepared the ground of witness that will be needed for a deeper gesture of thought.
The connecting factors of realization set up a phase that will endeavor to release the formula of vision that is needed for metamorphosis.

Rich is the dirt of a seeded life. Time to order seeds.

“#9: Runes of Fire: Faced with power, you succeed in expressing exactly. from the Runes of Fire by Raven Su.Sane

Fire Seed of Fire: Resolve

1.15.11
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“Fire is a manifest archetype of creation, power, and birth.”
“Love is a Phoenix kind, and burns itself with self-made fire. To breed still new birds in the mind from ashes to desire.” Fulke Greville, The Phoenix Kind. Dr. John Munford, “Magical Tattwas”.

“#18 Runes of Motion: The volume relief has increased its registry, so relax.” from the Runes of Motion by Raven Su.Sane.

Placing the Staff of life more clearly forward, I take in the intense enthusiasms for the resolve that is needed in this decisive time that collaborates the truth with the factual to create a new built within space. The fires of enthusiasm playing the forces of relief into a pattern of emergence.

Metamorphosis being the protection of a papered awareness. Motion forgives the need and I tap into a sleeve of hidden knowledge.

Ether Seed of Ether: Rebirth

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“The Soul of a journey is liberty, to think, feel, do just as one pleases.” William Hatlitt, Going on a Journey.
“And in your adventure let harmony exist between what you hear and what you speak.” Dr.
John Munford.

A definite shift in the feeling and ease of expression and movement. Breakfast with my family and friends and held within the conversation was rich realizations.

Myth is often a deep truth that is not always factual. This was the conversation, and how we have so often felt this absolute truth within our work, but the frustration that it seems not factual in actual physical effect.

This level of our work has been hard to believe in, but this conversation today seemed to unveil the secret held within it.

I don’t quite understand it all, but I am letting it settle around me  and inside of me till it becomes part of what I know and this in turn strengthens my own belief as asked for. Rebirth is truly a way of seeing what is.

Air Seed of Ether: Transformation

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Blizzard over, walked in snow last evening, up to knees in places. Very fun. Threw snowballs in river and made snow bear woman sitting in front of window. I have not played in the snow like this for many years.

“My life in a box of precious thought of time. A stillness of compassion between beauty and purpose. Both in a role of Transformation.” from Raven Su.Sane.

I work between the pages of my life and fold and hold the words in air, as they rearrange my alchemy and shuffle my elements till a new perspective is ready for change. I quarter the past into smaller bites and I half the future into larger ones.

I cannot any longer walk in my own shoes the way they are. one is higher than the other, so I pad it with felt and equalize the knowing. When the knowing is larger than the feeling, one must raise the felt till both can walk at the same rate.

What I feel I know is down, so I add more felt in my right shoe and soon my hips will equalize and I can walk again more freely in my own shoes without pain.

“#22, Runes of Motion: Completed is the message so draw a big picture for the answer.” from Runes of Motion by Raven Su.Sane.

Water Seed of Fire: Creative Tension

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Snow begins as it builds into a beautiful white world. I sit and watch the snow as I write this A.M.
The village green becomes magical and the river flows through the center of the whiteness.

Water seed of fire creates new questions and I ask what within my work is within a creative tension. What builds an then is unbuilt, what creates and then is uncreated. What knows and then is ignorant. What flows and then is evaporated, what burns and then is washed out?

I feel this in my life and I want to create a new relationship with the created within me.

I want the wholly believe in what is given to me and I create with. I want to understand what I build and create with it. I want to establish a respect for what I feel, I think, I say, and I do.

I want my fire to flow with my water and my water to burn with my fire. I must bathe with fire and dry with water to create this balance and I ask for the insight, will, action, to do this.

One body in cooperation with all its elements and creating from this. This is my work.

Fire Seed of Ether: Transmutation

1.11.11
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Today the perspective of my rhythm is needing a new look.
“Fire seed of ether is a time that portends a beneficial change in your current situation.”, Dr. John Munford, “Magical Tattwas”.
“Fire embodies the soul of desire, motivation, achievement, and enthusiasm. When combined with Ether (boundless space) it produces a current of limitlessness.” Dr. John Munford.

I have been inside this level of the alchemical process for two days, and I have felt I have had to transmute what is in the way of this limitlessness. I have sat deeply into the current and moved within the flow of what could not move.

Robert & I both are beginning to enter the center of the new work and the feeling of the metamorphosis is felt and rather palatable. In this time we feel the fallow period of the early part of a body of work. This is always a harder part of the work, because of its wildness, and so much of the work in this part is invisible, non-producing, but still requires energy, surrender, and deep travel.

After all these years, I still at times get frustrated, feel unworthy, struggle to look useful, then I remember and remind myself of all I know about the fallow period, where the rich dirt of a body of work rests.

The struggle creates many aches and pains, and I must remember that I must take time to consume myself, and allow a fruition to work within me.

“A consuming passion provides “illumination” for others, and yet only by consuming itself can a candle brighten the way.” Dr. John Munford, “Magical Tattwas”.

Earth Seed of Fire: Aspiration

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The Sacred sense of aspiration is the longing source of what reaches to touch the divine in a way that is fully fleshed into light.

I long, I reach, I forgive my distance and yield into my senses. I try the sacred repose and the expectation of relief surprises me. I long to hear more deeply than the surface of thought.

Since I was a young child I craved a transportment that gave my senses the feelings of memory before I was born. I hold this memory inside my frame, I aspire to ground it into my very breath.

I do not understand this time, I can only write beyond my mind, my thought, my reason. There, in these words, I find the hidden truth of what has not yet been claimed by the world of noise. I use this noise to distract my mind, as I enter the aspiration of the words I know lay hidden in the recesses of my divinity.

To aspire is the Soul’s divine reach into the ethers.

Fire Seed of Air: Perseverance

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Pain for me is a signal that I am in some way compromising my work. I am, in some way that I am not often aware of, in thought or deed slipping away from my true identity in this life.

I am sometimes blinded to this so my body, like sitting on a hot stove, signals me till I hop off.
This is a frustrating relationship so I am now looking deeper into the signals and re-patterning my mind in a way that creates an undisturbed focus on what I truly desire.

Perseverance is the key and I am asking what are the ways my mind and body travels into compromise. We are taught this so much in our developing years, and our relationship with our creative life, that we hardly know any other way.

The comfort is gone and the search is on and I follow the pain to its origin. Its origin is a unique being of shining presence that blinded my life so I could get used to more light.

Earth Seed of Fire: Potential

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Start and emphasize creativity.

“The process is one of building the foundation around an original idea which, like the Philosopher’s Stone, turns everything to gold.” Dr. John Munford, Magical Tattwas.”

A single spark of the origin is what this time needs and it must be simple, distinct, and mark the present with an oracular intention held within the word.

I have felt scattered lately, as I have broken myself down and regathered myself over and over again, till I could come to the simplest term of myself. This term has a language  that I am only beginning to understand.

A nature within that opiates a focus that transfixes my mind in a singular cellular realization that holds the seed of the largest vision I have occupied in this lifetime.

An eagle-eye view that squares the circle within. Potency within potential. 2000C.

Air Seed of Air: Supernal Nurturer

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“Air feeds fire, sparkles water, and nourishes earth. Air is a Jabob’s two-way ladder,
from above to below, and below to above.” Dr. John Munford, “Magical Tattwas”.

We are now narrowing our perspective to see the line of connection that stretches across the eons of intention capitalizing on our humanity.

We have what is love within our purpose, and we rectify no territory that does not embody its terminology in flesh. Becoming fleshed into the nurturence of breath, we intake the uninterrupted warmth of feeling and the light it creates within our future beingness.

We reach back into the eons of our desire and become arched in our presence of formation.
To intake the realm of volume that creates the wings, we pull up into our own potential realized, as created from our own desire.

Air Seed of Ether: Transformation

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Twenty seven bald eagles flew over our heads this evening as we walked the village green. They were amazing flying in sets of two and three at a time.

I inherently feel that their vast presence is a picture so much bigger than I have seen before, that I feel almost blind to this time. Everything has seemed to become so ordinary, even though everything about this time is clearly not.

This last year I have felt placed inside and outside our work at the same time, and awakened to the eccentric sounds of ordinary aging life, even though I know these are not, in truth, my reality.
In truth the concept of transformation has a completion cycle within its emerging pattern and this is often seen as age in time, but present in a new formation.

The sacred craves a new horizon and I don’t quite yet see the cradle of this rising newness. I employ my upper body to relax into this memory so I can begin to realize the connection from an eagle-eye view.

Air Seed of Earth: Squaring the Circle

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The secret of the Circle is what rests within its frame and the mental plane of what will rotate onto the surface of the square.

I have come to a needed space of confusion and its boundaries have been completely felt. Robert & I both restless this night, as we go in and out of our sleep. I feel exhausted, but awake, and the very nature of the night congeals no realization, but the effort to write does seem to yield a surface to land upon.

The circle, like a round bed, and the square, my frame spinning in a whirlwind of potentials. I unpour myself and move to dreaming once again for solace.

The center of circle negotiates, the square opens and I begin to realize the solid nature of my life in a new way. Perspective being the vehicle of moving obstacles I bring the airy concept of change into a solid matter of daily awareness.

The requirements of past are seen as unstable and the allowance of future is seen as open to the recognition. I am human and my human ways are the most powerful. Through my humanness  I become angelic.

Water Seed of Earth: Alliances

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This is a time of new partnerships and action; Water seed of earth is a powerful alliance between the now ready and the actual flow of movement.

The readied effort is giving space to the full product of this motion. This is a time of open fierceness and the sure grip of future in the hand. The personality and place of the future awakes the inherant cause of the needed volume to begin.

I sit in the earliest hours of this day and allow it to wrap around my body like a blanket of comfort, as my frame opens to the timing.

“Let the opening create the volume needed for home rooted, #16.” from Runes of Motion by Raven Su.Sane, Clarity.

Air Seed of Fire: Mutual Harmony

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This year of 2011 is a time of becoming Mutual Harmony within my self, my life, my work, and my relationship with what I do and conceive.

Success lies within the finding the bridge that will connect my enthusiastic doer with my idealistic conceiver. This bridge is my ability to listen. In this listening I can find balance, so the alchemical fires of my unconscious creativity can emerge a body of work that the spilling effort can transform within.

Metamorphosis, being the name of the next December show, will create a palette for the entry of our 2012 body of work, Ascension.

The balance between doing, listening, and emerging is all in the rhythm. The rhythm must be felt and the pace must be honored, and the grace given room for a full wing spread.

Fire Seed of Ether: Transmutation

1.1.11
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Held within a singular moment is all the potential of creation and within this is metamorphosis. Fire seed of ether is the point of the alchemical process I was born into.

I am a fire sign and the Raven, which is the totem of my inner light, is ether. I keep my own presence ready as I move forward the beginning of the body of work for this year. There are many layers held within it and the full mantra of its awakening is present for me to feel.

I write from the center of my being and I hold the pleasure of change as a full quality of awareness that lights my way. Within transformation is transmutation that creates a current of unlimited space.

I open myself to this unlimited space as I sit and look into the full mystery, as I write and wait for the position of vision.